27 September 2009

what is it with me and my blog...

Good: LSU and the Saints both won. The Saints even won handily!

Bad: Apparently I just cannot get it in gear to be where I know I need to be on Sunday mornings. I think this will change eventually ... but right now I'm feeling both really guilty about not being there, and really good about the fact that I'm making use of my Sundays to get laundry done.

Indifferent: I'm not sure, but I think maybe I should try cultivating the feeling that I just don't care about work, about what gets accomplished or not, who appreciates anything I say or do ... Yep. Picked a great time to pick up this book about how "Evil is boring. Cynicism is stupid. Despair is lazy. The truth is that the universe is inherently friendly. Life is a sublime game created for our amusement and illumination, and it always gives us exactly what we need, exactly when we need it." (Rob Brezsny, Pronoia Is The Antidote For Paranoia)

Soooo ... um, I guess I don't need affirmation or companionship or self-sufficiency right now *confused look* ...? Something will work out. I think. Kinda has to, right?

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